what did the day remember

today may not have been a good day
but no one would know that
today could disappear
and who would remember?
i would.
i would remember
that my legwarmers were a poor choice today
but that i braided myhair perfectly.
i would remember
that i sat alone upset
and tried real hard to feel better
i would remember
that i held a beautiful crystal in my hands
and that it spoke to me.
i would remember
that i am me.
that i am not anything less.
and,
that i will always remember who i am.
 
who are you?
 
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Bite The Hand

You’re keeping in step
In the line
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
Because you do
What you’re told
But inside your heart it is black and it’s hollow and it’s cold

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

What if this whole crusade’s
A charade
And behind it all there’s a price to be paid
For the blood
On which we dine
Justified in the name of the holy and the divine

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

So naive
I keep holding on to what I want to believe
I can see
But I keep holding on and on and on and on

Will you bite the hand that feeds you?
Will you stay down on your knees? [8X]

i love this band

Bizarre Love Triangle Lyrics
 » New Order

Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It’s no problem of mine but it’s a problem I find
Living a life that I can’t leave behind
There’s no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won’t set you free
But that’s the way that it goes
And it’s what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I’m waiting for that final moment
You’ll say the words that I can’t say

I feel fine and I feel good
I’m feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don’t know what to say
Why can’t we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I’m not sure what this could mean
I don’t think you’re what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I’ll never see just what we’re meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I’m waiting for that final moment
You’ll say the words that I can’t say

What my horoscope said today…and other b.s.

"…the less we ask for in a relationship, the more flexible and deeper it becomes!" 
 Hmmm.  Saw this in my horoscope today. 
How many ways could this be perceived? 
I guess that I’m not supposed to ask for anything in a relationship. I guess that if I start asking for stipulations to be met or something like that, then I’m not really in a relationship.  Relationships can be hard, but I am the one that makes it hard.  Sure, the other person may be it making it hard too, but what am I going to do about that?  It is up to them to make the choice within the relationship to change themselves.  And its up to me to change myself if I want to.  I accept them for who they are, or go find someone else that better fits my concept of a relationship. 
 
Sheesh I really need a haircut!  Hopefully this weekend I can go do it.  My hair has gotten pretty long, which is nice, but it is also ratty on the ends, which is not nice. 
 
Finally bought this vinyl dog collar i have been eyeing for a few months at Petco.  Very comfy!  Fits great. 
 
Did I ever tell you that I listen to New Order ALOT?