A promise to myself

Okay.  No matter what happens, I am not going to let my family piss me off.  I want to have a good time!  🙂 
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 Darn.  My friend’s birthday was 2 days ago, and I totally forgot!  I just sent her a text, but I really need to expedite a card out to her ASAP.  You gotta get a birthday card in the mail! I love birthdays.  It celebrates that you are alive another year!  It’s especially fun to get birthday presents.  I like birthdays more than holidays, because it doesn’t matter what religion you are, birthdays always happen!   Oi my muscles hurt in my armpit area.  I went to the gym yesterday, and tried to stay there for an hour.  I almost made it.  But then a whole bunch of people swarmed in, and I just don’t like a crowded gym, so I hightailed it.  I think I did at least 45 minutes… I noticed that someone had left a bunch of Vegetarian Times magazines, and I was sorely tempted to take them.  I mean, people just leave them there, it’s not the club that leaves them!  Besides, I would have returned them in a couple of days…  I wonder if I would ask if they would let me do that, since they  have me on file anyway…  I noticed that I really have a pile of clothes to work on.  Sigh.  I really don’t understand why I leave stuff like that lying around…  Well, I am going to work on them today for sure.  I know how to sew, I have a sewing machine, and I have lots of fabric and patterns.  So I am going to hop out today and get some decorastive thingys to hang up my jewelry, and to also display cool jewelry ideas so that my spare bedroom looks more like a creative space!  The thing is, I want to make it a place that I want to hang out in.  I think that will make it more conducive to creative stuff! 

Dumbest stuff I have seen in awhile

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OK I went to the gym, and that made me feel a bit better.  Right now I am sitting here with dye in my hair; I bought a new color.  Hopefully it will truly be blue black!  If it does turn out like that, I will post some pics showing it off. 
It is amazing how pissed off I get about some things.  I just, believe in certain things about life, and well, I guess when I am judged for getting pissed off I get more pissed off.  I really need to not get pissed off.  I still want to care about what is important to me, but I don’t want to get pissed off and ruin my day.  Ideally, I want to still keep my opinions and such, but not let it bother me when I see an example of what I find stupid bother me.  You know why?  Because I think it shows a lack of control on my part.  I think that it is perfectly fine to have my opinions and such, but it is not perfectly fine to let others know that what they are doing bothers me.  Unless, I am involved somehow. 
Anyway.  🙂
 

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I was going to write something else, but I realize that it really isn’t a good idea to blog when I am really upset.  I am going to the gym.

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The tattoo attracts and also repels precisely because it is different

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What an interesting evening I had.  I was at home alone, getting despondent over stuff, when I got a phone call inviting me out to go the local carnival in town!  I took it as a sign and agreed to be picked up.  My evening ended up going until the wee hours of the morning, which was exactly what I needed.  I finally saw SLC Punk, and I didn’t think it was that great.  I had fun laughing it up with my friends that I never see, and it lifted my spirits and distracted me. 
When I was at the carnival, a carny came up to us and was asking one of my friends while pointing at me wondering what goth was all about.  My friend called me over and said ‘ask her’.  So I told this woman what I think goth was all about, and afterwards, she told my friend that she thought goths were just a bunch of Satan worshippers, but now she thinks differently.  I found that amusing.  🙂
 

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