Talking about YouTube – Nine Inch Nails: Gave Up (1992)

Take your vitamins

I hate depressing songs that tell you all is going to be gone so oh well….
Poo.  I need super mega doses of happiness and love because I am so bereft of any…


Bla!  Just found a sweet jacket I want from Gloomth.  Yet ANOTHER thing I want… Well, I need to search for my purple jacket/hoodie right now.  I have 2 that i am considering. 
It has been a great day off.  Relaxed, cleaned, goofed around… really nice.


Sometimes, I really feel like whining.  But, no one is going to sit around and listen to that.  People have enough of their own issues, and who really wants to hear me whine?  Nevertheless, I really wish I could just sit and do that, and have someone say nice positive stuff to me. 
Well, I won’t do it.  It’ll just be boring. 
I think that it might be a good idea for me to go to bed early.  I want to read, but it might be best for me to just call it a day.


I should definitely get myself together.  I am tired of waiting around for shit to happen.  No one is going to do it for me. 

Starting Over

Got up and went to the gym first thing this morning.  Then I went food shopping, and stocked my fridge with fruit, nonfat yogurt, fruit cups.  I am going back to my old way of eating; basically cereal, yogurt, flavored water, and I need to get Quorn faux chicken.  I’ll be set.  I will be including fruit smoothies and rice cakes as well. 
The gym is definitely an important factor.  I have to go because a) I am older now, and my metabolism sucks, and b) smoking cigarettes for so long and then quitting further screwed with my metabolism.
Ever get that feeling that something is going to go wrong?  Then you think, ‘oh I am overthinking this, everything is fine’.  So the feeling goes away for awhile.  Then… it comes back.  And then you start to doubt yourself.  I find that annoying.

Nine Inch Nails – The Hand That Feeds

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